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💔 A Message From My Heart: It’s Not You — It’s the System


Before I say anything else, I want to be clear:  


  1. I will not put energy, time, or work into something that is not yielding results for my students.  

  2. I refuse to participate in a system that drains people but does not support them.  

  3. Your goals, money, and future deserve better than that.  


Recently, a student thanked me for being honest about the current state of the TOEFL test. That conversation has stayed with me.  


Every week, I see students working incredibly hard — studying with discipline, taking practice tests, investing time, money, and hope.  Yet their scores jump up and down without any clear reason.


One week Reading is high, the next week Writing is high, then Listening drops.  


Naturally, students begin to ask:  


What’s wrong with me?”  


And the truth is:  

Nothing. Absolutely nothing.  


What’s happening now is not a reflection of your intelligence, your English level, or your effort. It is a reflection of a system that has become increasingly difficult to trust.  


⚠️ The Hard Truth: Trusting This Test Is Getting Harder  


In my professional opinion — and after supporting thousands of students — I am seeing real issues:  


  • irregular scoring  

  • inconsistent results  

  • increased use of AI scoring with no transparency  

  • a system that impacts careers, families, immigration, and mental health  


People have spent thousands of dollars, not because the test is “optional,” but because this test holds their future.  


This isn’t just “a test.”  This is your life, your career, your ability to move forward.  


And something is not right.  


❗ My Decision Moving Forward  


After deep reflection and prayer, I’ve decided to pause my direct TOEFL teaching while I carefully evaluate the new version of the test.  

My goal is to ensure that what I teach truly supports my students’ success and reflects a fair, transparent system.  


I’ll be closely monitoring the updates, gathering feedback from test-takers, and sharing honest insights as the new version unfolds.  

My commitment remains the same: to guide you with clarity, compassion, and truth.  


🌱 Before You Spend Another Dollar…  


Please pause.  

Please think about your goals.  

Please question whether this test — in its current form — is truly supporting your future or draining you.  


There are many ways to grow, advance, and succeed with English…  

and none of them require you sacrificing your mental health or your stability.  


✨ How I Am Supporting English Learners Moving Forward  


While I investigate the fairness of the new TOEFL version, I’m returning to what truly matters — helping people grow in English with confidence and clarity.  


For Women:  

A safe, encouraging space for women to build English confidence, connect with others, and express themselves freely.  


For Professionals:  

Corporate English coaching designed to help you speak clearly, confidently, and naturally in American English.  


These group classes are built on honesty, compassion, and empowerment — the same values that guide everything I do.  


For TOEFL Test Takers (if there is a need):  


While I continue to evaluate the fairness and transparency of the new TOEFL version, I understand that some of you still need to take the test for your goals.


For those students, I am open to offering group classes focused on understanding the new version of the TOEFL.


Please note that while I can teach you the mechanics, structure, and goals of the test, I cannot currently endorse its efficacy or fairness. My role is to help you prepare with clarity and confidence, while we continue to monitor how this new version performs in real-world results.



🎁 Free 30-Minute English Clarity Session  

(Only If 10+ People Sign Up)  


Many of you have been asking questions about the test, your goals, and your next steps.  

Because of this, I am offering a free 30-minute info session:  


✨ “What Should I Do Now? English Growth & Guidance Session”  


In this session, we will talk about:  

  • safe next steps for your English journey  

  • alternatives to TOEFL for practice and growth  

  • how to choose English goals that actually support your future  

  • how I can support you through English, coaching, and confidence tools  


⚠️ Important:  

I will only host this session if 10 or more people sign up.  

This protects my time and health while ensuring the session benefits a full group.  


If you’d like to join, simply click the button below:  


Email me with the Subject "Join Free Session". If I have 10 or more participants, I will plan for our session on a Saturday or Sunday morning or early afternoon.



💜 With Care and Honesty  


No matter what direction you choose, I am here to support your English, your confidence, and your growth.  


Not through pressure.  

Not through fear.  

Not through systems that don’t treat you fairly.  


But through clarity, compassion, and truth.  


Here to support your journey,  

Prof. Shani  

Atkins Tutoring & Energy Center, LLC 💜  

Prof. Shani ✌🏾
Prof. Shani ✌🏾



 
 
 

2 Comments


Bestman Wolo
Bestman Wolo
Nov 18, 2025

Thanks Prof Shani. I strongly believe that ETS and NABP are making this TOEFL exms harder and marking the exam with AI which reduces our scores drastically. Secondly, they refused for us to take the exam at home. It is very frustrating taking exam in a crowded and noisy hall ( noisy in the sense that test takers have to speak). Thirdly, they have to flexible with our scores. If a person fails a session of the exam, they should only allow that person to take only those ones he or she failed in. I think they are just making money of us. They allow you to take exams with pencils than pens

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It is really sad but that is the world in which we live! Do not give up. This newer version seems promising and things cannot stay the say forever. You have goals and continue with them! 🙂

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